I'm not ok.
Added 2025-02-03 15:28:28 +0000 UTCHonestly I just can't catch a break, since November last year I've been having a series of illnesses that knocked me out, then taxes ended up being more then I expected which drained my bank, then I got ill again, then christmas happened, then Jan was meant to be getting back on track with everything but became more stressful and to put the icing on top one of my cats got ran over which has completely broken my heart and just crushed me so much... I'm exhausted, hopeless, tired, and I miss him so much I'll never see him again and I only just got over the trauma of loosing one of my older cats passing the same way. Money is just flying out my bank, my social life has just completely ripped to shreds, I feel like my art and work is shit and slow now a days and I'm just so lost and overwhelmed and tired.
Legit don't understand why life is so fucking cruel to me, I suffered so much childhood abuse and even through growing up... I thought life would give me a break but guess that's stupid of me to assume such a thing.
Oh well
I just gotta keep moving forward.
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*hugs tightly* I'm sorry about all the crap that has been happening to you
Pheagle
2025-02-03 17:34:23 +0000 UTCI'm so sorry you've had to go through this. I can definitely relate to parts, with a big tax hit last year I wasn't expecting and significant difficulty with managing to get a social life in. I hope to bring you comfort when I say that I eventually got that break from a rough patch in life. It may have taken a year, but I'm back and better than ever. I really hope you can have the same. Your art brings me such joy every time I get it, and I couldn't possibly disagree with you more when you say your art is shit. Many others have complimented the art I get from you too, so it's not just me. I know if you just keep moving forward, things will get better. Take care of yourself as best you can in the meantime.
Villam
2025-02-03 16:52:01 +0000 UTC
