Itβs been a major fight for me lately as usual π but thats what I am, a fighter πͺπ»
Even though everythingβs telling me to give up and quit, thereβs also something telling me to keep going. Almost like, Iβll be missing out on something good if I gave up. Like, maybe it WILL get better and thatβs what all this fighting is for.
I really donβt know anymore to be honest haha I just know I really am giving everything my all. Which is like a fraction of what normal people give on their life π There are things i want that I know will help me on this journey to feel more worthy or just better in general but they take time to happen. All I know is that Iβll keep trying to better myself and find some sort of happiness as long as I possibly can β€οΈ
If youβre fighting this with me, remember that this itself itβs a huge thing to accomplish. Seeing everyone around us achieving such amazing things can hurt so bad when you barely survive- but they arenβt fighting the battles we face daily and that takes extreme effort! We deserve to be proud of ourselves for the littlest of things. If you get out of bed, if you go to work, if you got dressed, if you did a good deed, if you talked to a friend, if you cleaned something up, if you give yourself some self care, if you did something you donβt find enjoyment in anymore, if you made a phone call, if you answered a phone call, if you replied to all your emails, if you went for a walk, if you exercised, if you cooked and if you did ANYTHING you found difficult today - Iβm SO PROUD OF YOU π₯°
Have a lovely Tuesday!
New set coming in the next few days π
Love,
Mistyy
xxx
KnightWriter64
2019-08-27 12:46:13 +0000 UTCBen
2019-08-27 10:04:24 +0000 UTC