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a year since death

It's one year on from Hans's death, August 8th. I was in the kitchen one morning sitting around the kitchen table with the lady I live with and her friend. I wasn't sure if I quite took to her friend, I judged her as an old hippie. I mostly listened to their conversation, not sharing much of myself. Suddenly she turned to me and asked me to...

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Getting acquainted with silence

I came down to the beach early this morning to have the beach alone. I was surprised to discover that many others had my same plan. Already at 7am 20 people had gathered, one to surf, and others to run in the cool breeze before the sun came up. Me? I found a swing chair outside the restaurant overlooking the ocean and rocked back and forwar...

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Suuzi in a Jacuuzi

Bath vlogs but outside!

it's Sunday! Grab a drink and join me!

Suze x

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Chat!

Scroll down to COMMUNITY, click, find CHAT and start CHATTING with me NOW!

I want everyone there!!!!

Hope you enjoyed a snippet of india....see you in the jacuuzi later today, bring a drink!

Suze :-)

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Mumbai to Rajasthan

India Day 2-3

Only just landed in Mumbai and we are travelling with the fiancés family to Rajasthan* to attend one of the brothers (it's abig family) engagement party.

In India, sometimes brothers and sisters are not direct brothers and sisters exactly, but they call each other brother and sister, so sometimes it's hard to work out ...

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Back In The Ocean

So happy to be back in the ocean

Final selection from my shoot with George, and this time with a red bikini

Hope you've enjoyed these

Suze

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Time for a Swim!

India was fascinating and eye opening, but the one thing I missed because I ended up spending so much time in cities, because that's where my friends were, was the sea.

If you remember, all those years ago back in 2015 I did an inner child exercise, and my inner child kept insisting that she wanted to live by the sea. my choices were: Brig...

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Riviera

Isn't this stunning? That you can see two oceans....

If you climb up the clay wall and are willing to bum slide down to the other side, you get to another beach which is usually more private and is often another spot for going without clothes..

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2 Oceans

I met up with George after our shoot, I thought we were going to the beach. Well, to be fair we ended up at the beach, but the hike to get there was not what I was expecting!

The ocean you can see behind the ocean, that's where we ended up. Instead of going the ordinary way, which is challenging enough as it is, as it is very steep and you...

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Fall in Love With Malta!

The plan was to get to the beach BEFORE the tourists arrived! So that I wouldn't get shy taking photos in front of crowds of people....that was the plan!

My cameraman George (that's him with the bare back) picked me up at 7.30am, we picked up our takeaway Cappucino's and shot some pics on the scaffolding.

By the time we hit the sw...

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Silver Silver

More silver bikini shots from Riviera Beach

Thanks to Jungle George for the shots

SURPRISE ME is always open for new outfits. Simply order me whatever you would like me to dress up in, email me for delivery address and i will create exclusive photos and video on the 50 Shades of Suze Tier

Suze x

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New Bikini Shoot From Riviera Beach, Malta

After 5.5 years living on the peaceful island of Gozo, I've now moved across the ocean to Malta, and I'm exploring! Check out my new photoshoot from Riviera Beach on the $20 Tier (which also gives you access to the $5 tier and 6 years worth of photos and blogs!!!!)

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SandGirl

I had to seize the moment and grab this photo opportunity!!! Who knows how long this statue will be here!!!! I don't know who created it, but I just love it! Found this little gem whilst walking to the nAked beach at Riviera, Malta. I wasn't actually at the naKed beach at this point, so I had to whip off my bikini super fast so my friend could c...

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Silver

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Me, after my 2 Day Fast

as I have shared, water fasting was surprisingly NOT easy for me, and if you listened to my vlogs on health, you'll know why.

But it felt good to complete a 2 day fast and discover that once the ketosis kicks in and my body starts burning from my fat because there's no food to work from, that energy was released. I'm pretty hopeful I can d...

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Netflix in the Bath

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Tomorrow is going to be Saturday, alright?!

I had planned to post a couple of videos this weekend, I know how it's probably nice for you to have some weekend content, but I was snowed under with organising and a trip to Gozo. i feel like i missed a day this weekend! So I'm making tomorrow Saturday! I'll be focussing on posting your content tomorrow. Thanks to so many of you for coming bac...

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Talking Crap in a Bath

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Suze on Health 2

20 minutes talk on health {won't be everyones cup of tea}

  • My original youtube nickname!

  • My way of storytelling explained!

  • Health (starts at 4mins)

  • Shout out to patrons Ramon & Stu...

  • My experience with 24hr fasting ARGH!

  • Energy healing for old wounds tha...

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1ST ATTEMPT 24 HOUR FAST

This video will only interest you if you're interested in following a/my health journey.

  • 24 hour fasting for the 1st time and what I discovered

  • EFT

  • Supplements

  • Why I'm going to a health clinic x3 weekly

  • Why I find it hard to swallow pills now

  • shoutouts to pa...

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Strawberry Bath Heaven!

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Dressing Up - My Favourite Game!

This is a scarf I bought at Mumbai airport because I was afraid the AC on the plane would be too cold and I couldn't afford to buy a jumper ( this did the job perfectly for just $9) and I just started playing around......

I found 3 ways to turn this into an outfit

1. Skirt (good for the beach)

2 Halter neck dress

3. Dress...

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MUMBAI

Episode 1 - Mumbai

Sharing my first impressions of India with you.

Come along for the ride, there are going to be many more episodes as I journey through India!!!

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Shower Voiceover

This was the voiceover that I had running over the extended shower in india video,but for some reason my editing program wouldn't let me put them together, so this is just filling you in on how I was feeling in Bangalore. It turned out I had dengue fever and believe me it can leave you feeling pretty rough!!! This is my journey of me bringing my...

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Showers in India long version

Hey guys, I had a voiceover with this video, but for some reason my computer corrupted the file, so I've just uploaded it in its natural form with just the video. Well you get the whole process of showers in India, jug and bucket style!

Have you ever showered this way?

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Seeking a Guru in India

SEEKING A GURU IN INDIA

I had returned to Malta after the death of my partner, and despite several months passing, I still found myself  in the depths of depression, completely lost for direction.  When my Indian yoga teacher invited me to his wedding, my first response was  “I can’t afford it” until i...

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Showers in India

Current location: Bangalore. And yes I had dengue fever, second time, in bed five days, just recovered. Next destination: North India-Lucknow. Let's hope my "luck now" is better than Bangalore!!!! So relieved to be leaving Bangalore!!!!! The city that does not REST!!!!!

This is meant to be a ten minute video......but oh yay wonders of my v...

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let's dance!

You can watch this dance in silence and enjoy and then you can search for the song Don Gibson Sea of Heartbreak and turn up your speaker and then watch again and this time join me for a dance. From your chair or standing.

Rules of dancing: move your body in any way that feels pleasing to you. If you feel weird at first, just keep wigglin'...

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bringing myself back to life

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Indian Wedding DressUp II

SARI TIME!!!! I absolutely loved wearing a sari for the first time. I chose the fabric and essentially you wear a petticoat and then this really extravagant fabric is wrapped around you and tucked into the petticoat...BUT!!!!! The precise foldings of a sari are very particular so I cannot get dressed without some help from someone who knows how ...

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